[Intro – Hazy synths, distant echo]
Mm…
Yeah…
I don’t know why I stayed.
[Verse 1 – Low, confessional]
3 a.m. on my phone again,
Scrolling through the things we were.
Your name feels heavier than before,
Like it knows what it did to me.
I say I’m fine, but I don’t mean it,
I just don’t wanna talk it through.
Every room feels too quiet now,
Even when I’m next to you.
[Pre-Chorus – Soft lift, echoed]
I don’t miss you like I used to,
But I still feel you when I breathe.
It’s like loving you left a mark
That won’t stop following me.
[Chorus – Melancholic, floating]
I’m still here, somehow,
Even when I said I’d leave.
Heart feels light but it still breaks
Every time you speak.
I don’t ask for you now,
I don’t beg you to stay.
I’m still here, somehow,
Just letting the feeling fade.
[Post-Chorus – Wordless, airy]
Mm-mm…
Yeah…
Somehow…
[Verse 2 – Detached, reflective]
You look different in the dark,
Or maybe I finally see.
We talk like nothing ever hurt,
Like history doesn’t bleed.
I learned how to smile halfway,
Learned how to look okay.
But every joke feels paper-thin
When your eyes won’t look my way.
[Pre-Chorus – Slight build]
I don’t hate you, I don’t blame you,
I just wish it didn’t last.
Some love stays too long inside
Even when it’s past.
[Chorus – Fuller, echoed layers]
I’m still here, somehow,
Standing in the in-between.
Not the boy you used to want,
Not who I thought I’d be.
I don’t ask for closure now,
I don’t need you to explain.
I’m still here, somehow,
Learning how to feel the pain.
[Bridge – Stripped, almost whispered]
If I leave, would you notice?
If I fade, would you care?
Or am I just a quiet phase
You forgot was there?
[Final Chorus – Soft bloom, resigned]
I’m still here, somehow,
Even when I shut it down.
Trying not to feel too much,
Trying not to drown.
If this love was all I get,
I guess that’s okay.
I’m still here, somehow,
Letting you drift away.
[Outro – Synths dissolve, echo tails]
Mm…
Yeah…
Somehow.
