Fireworks exploding, the night ignites the sky,
The echoes of the past bleed out, let the demons fly.
Crimson wine and shattered glass, the ghosts they reappear,
In the chaos of celebration, I scream, "Happy New Year!"
A toast to the ashes, of all I left behind,
In the mirror, I see a stranger, a fractured state of mind.
This grin's a mask for turmoil, a façade to conceal,
The truth that suffocates me, like iron chains of steel.
Happy fucking New Year! A toast to renewed pain,
New me, new stress, dancing in the rain.
As the clock strikes midnight, I’m lost in the despair,
Oh, come take my hand, and please be mine, if you dare!
Confetti like daggers, cut through the lively crowd,
Every promise whispering, echoes haunting loud.
A phoenix from the ashes, I rise but burn inside,
With every futile smile I wear, my shadows cannot hide.
These balloons hold my nightmares, they float into the night,
A carnival of broken dreams, under neon lights.
The laughter is a siren’s cry, drowning out my fears,
In the heart of this celebration, I’m drowning in my tears.
Happy fucking New Year! A toast to renewed pain,
New me, new stress, dancing in the rain.
As the clock strikes midnight, I’m lost in the despair,
Oh, come take my hand, and please be mine, if you dare!
Underneath the fireworks, the pain ignites a blaze,
I’m clawing through the darkness, in this twisted maze.
The resolutions fracture, like glass beneath my feet,
I’m a slave to my ambitions, a prisoner of defeat.
These moments are a paradox, a bittersweet affair,
The thrill of new beginnings, but the burden I still bear.
With every shot and laughter, I’m begging for a sign,
In this abyss of sorrow, will you please be mine?
Happy fucking New Year! A toast to renewed pain,
New me, new stress, dancing in the rain.
As the clock strikes midnight, I’m lost in the despair,
Oh, come take my hand, and please be mine, if you dare!
So let the war drums echo, as the revolution starts,
In this carnival of chaos, I’m stitching up my scars.
Happy fucking New Year! In the fire, I’ll be reborn,
Through the darkness, I’ll find strength, in the light of the dawn!