Obsession

Round and round the thoughts go.

Conclusions to questions that I already know.

Who can I trust?

Where can I go?

For all I know, it can all be part of a grand show.

The overthinking pulls me in.

I’m stuck between the past and future…but where do I begin?

Rumination should be a sin.

To remove this trait would bring me joy and a wide grin.

How do I stop?

Why won’t the thoughts leave?

It’s trapping me in and now I can barely breathe.

Past mistakes, dark memories, I need time to grieve.

But to stay stuck in this trance engulfs me with seethe.

Break it down, analyze from all aspects and ways,

I can keep this charade up for many days.

For some peculiar reason, this gives warmth to my heart and introspect.

To value self-care demonstrates respect, of the mind, body, and soul…. why reject?

I must find a way to reduce this and eject.

So many beautiful memories and dreams I need to protect.

I feel my mind at war with my inner conscious…leaving traction.

My brain is split (black and white) like factions.

I feel the darkness creep in, so painful I feel the contractions.

One must realize the impact of their words and actions,

for it breaks hearts and leaves them in fractions.

Such a distraction.

These qualities provide no action.

All it does is cause a brood which will impact your mood.

The anger and envy will turn you green and make you rude.

I am calling out to the thoughts in my head that have kept me trapped in my bed.

STOP!!!

I am sending them into recession, finally breaking the curse of obsession.