Black Widow My EX

I found the truth in an act of deceit

A hidden camera device, whole room in view

She needed justification, she chose to cheat

My heart split in two

It's not over until im dead

My ex is trying to kill me

Two close calls and im not the first

My biggest mistake the worst

She says the desert keeps its secrets

I hear her footsteps in the heat

I changed the locks, I killed the porch light

Still feel her breathing down the street

I fell for a black widow named Nena

She wore Orange coming out of Perryvile

Every kiss tastes like a warning bell

Stab to the back a living hell

In Arizona, where the dry hills burn

I learned some hearts don’t break—they turn

She met me at a motel with a plan in mind

With a switchblade moon and a crooked grin

Said, “You can leave your past behind”

Then let the midnight trouble in

My fiancée’ turned devil is what i see

Snoopn' low, running on hate, no sound

Nena took my trust handed me poison

Said, “Baby, I love you, with 4 guys around”

The sheriff calls it coincidence

The preacher calls it love gone bad

But I know the difference between love & poison

And the mercy I never had

I fell for a black widow named Nena of Glendale

She wears the clothes I bought

Her sex is the sex i taught

pull her hair its my name she'll yell

In a motel, where all guest get a turn

I learned some hearts don’t break—they turn

If she comes again, I won’t freeze

I’ve got the truth and she'll drop to her knees

Nena says, “Choose the life you need”

So I say "get to suckin" thats what I need

I fell for a black widow named Nena from Ventura California

No white dress, no church, no fairy tale

She taught this wounded man to guard himself

And leave the dead love on the auction shelf

In Arizona, where the dry hills burn

I learned some hearts don’t break—they turn

Yeah, they turn

The sun comes up on the desert floor

I don’t wait by that locked front door

Nena wants me dead & i want her to disappear

With a hard lesson learned and a clean rearview mirror

I fell in love with a "black widow"

Now that she can't have me she wants me dead

But I WON'T DIE

no I wont die