Holy Unholy

(Intro)

Yeah…

Pray with one hand, sin with the other

Lord forgive me, she feel like thunder

(Verse 1)

I got scripture on my tongue, but her name in my head

Gold cross on my chest, red lights where I tread

I fast for the spirit, but my flesh stay weak

Every time she walk by, feel the devil speak

I been clean too long, got my knees on the floor

But she move like a storm through a locked church door

Eyes like a curse, hips like a sin

I tell myself “don’t,” but I lean right in

(Pre-Chorus)

She don’t gotta touch me, I’m already gone

Just the way she breathe feel dead wrong

I close my eyes, say a prayer too slow

But my heart beat loud when she whisper “hello”

(Chorus)

I’m holy, unholy

Saved but I’m lonely

She fire in the dark, she the crack in my soul, see

I know it’s a sin, yeah I know it’s control

But heaven feel far when she hold my soul close

I’m holy, unholy

Faith getting shaky

One foot in the light, one step getting risky

I know I should run, I know I should flee

But she feel like everything forbidden in me

(Verse 2)

She laugh like she know what she doing to men

Red wine lips, leave stains on my zen

She say “why you shaking?” I say “I’m just cold”

But my pulse tell lies my mouth won’t hold

I preach about grace, about walking straight

But temptation got a beautiful face

She don’t ask for promises, she don’t want rings

Just that slow-burning look that ruins kings

(Pre-Chorus)

I quote the Word but it feel like smoke

When she lean real close and my armor broke

Every step away pull me twice as strong

Wrong never felt this right this long

(Chorus)

I’m holy, unholy

Saved but I’m lonely

She fire in the dark, she the crack in my soul, see

I know it’s a sin, yeah I know it’s control

But heaven feel far when she hold my soul close

I’m holy, unholy

Faith getting shaky

One foot in the light, one step getting risky

I know I should run, I know I should flee

But she feel like everything forbidden in me

(Bridge)

Devil in silk, halo in flames

She say my name like she know my pain

I beg for strength but I crave the fall

If loving her hell, I been here before

Cross get heavy, breath get slow

She say “choose,” but I already know

God hear my thoughts, yeah He know my fight

But lust feel loud in the dead of night

(Final Chorus)

I’m holy, unholy

Praying and breaking

Hands to the sky but my heart still aching

I know what’s right, I know what I need

But she feel like sin wrapped perfectly for me

(Outro)

Amen on my lips, her shadow on me

Trying to be righteous, fighting the need

Holy intentions, unholy desire

Lord forgive me… she my fire