(Intro)
Yeah…
Pray with one hand, sin with the other
Lord forgive me, she feel like thunder
(Verse 1)
I got scripture on my tongue, but her name in my head
Gold cross on my chest, red lights where I tread
I fast for the spirit, but my flesh stay weak
Every time she walk by, feel the devil speak
I been clean too long, got my knees on the floor
But she move like a storm through a locked church door
Eyes like a curse, hips like a sin
I tell myself “don’t,” but I lean right in
(Pre-Chorus)
She don’t gotta touch me, I’m already gone
Just the way she breathe feel dead wrong
I close my eyes, say a prayer too slow
But my heart beat loud when she whisper “hello”
(Chorus)
I’m holy, unholy
Saved but I’m lonely
She fire in the dark, she the crack in my soul, see
I know it’s a sin, yeah I know it’s control
But heaven feel far when she hold my soul close
I’m holy, unholy
Faith getting shaky
One foot in the light, one step getting risky
I know I should run, I know I should flee
But she feel like everything forbidden in me
(Verse 2)
She laugh like she know what she doing to men
Red wine lips, leave stains on my zen
She say “why you shaking?” I say “I’m just cold”
But my pulse tell lies my mouth won’t hold
I preach about grace, about walking straight
But temptation got a beautiful face
She don’t ask for promises, she don’t want rings
Just that slow-burning look that ruins kings
(Pre-Chorus)
I quote the Word but it feel like smoke
When she lean real close and my armor broke
Every step away pull me twice as strong
Wrong never felt this right this long
(Chorus)
I’m holy, unholy
Saved but I’m lonely
She fire in the dark, she the crack in my soul, see
I know it’s a sin, yeah I know it’s control
But heaven feel far when she hold my soul close
I’m holy, unholy
Faith getting shaky
One foot in the light, one step getting risky
I know I should run, I know I should flee
But she feel like everything forbidden in me
(Bridge)
Devil in silk, halo in flames
She say my name like she know my pain
I beg for strength but I crave the fall
If loving her hell, I been here before
Cross get heavy, breath get slow
She say “choose,” but I already know
God hear my thoughts, yeah He know my fight
But lust feel loud in the dead of night
(Final Chorus)
I’m holy, unholy
Praying and breaking
Hands to the sky but my heart still aching
I know what’s right, I know what I need
But she feel like sin wrapped perfectly for me
(Outro)
Amen on my lips, her shadow on me
Trying to be righteous, fighting the need
Holy intentions, unholy desire
Lord forgive me… she my fire
BLACKLARK
