No one to trust

What is family?

What does it mean to you?

Is it some one that supposed to stick by your side?

Whether it be your mother, father, sister, brother, or your wife.

Isn't love supposed to be unconditional?

Everyone always trying to hate,

always trying to eat off my plate,

mad cause I won't give em my scraps,

in my face wanna give me dabs,

dont even care if it's your last,

Feel like I'm in a movie, and new to the cast,

I should have stuck with selling dope,

the narrow path has provide no hope,

I sit here with a blunt just trying to cope,

hopein that God throws me a little more rope,

im tired of being the punchline to everyone's joke,

burdens weigh me down like im standing there soaked,

Is hope just a myth?

Is love something that can never be obtained?

Does family not mean what it use too?

Cause if it does, you sure could have fooled me.

What is loyalty, does it not exist?

Tried to save a soul, but lost my own,

Now I pace this cell, all alone.

Cold nights, belly tight, no dinner plate,

Had to hustle young, fightin' my fate.

The world's a jungle, I've cried in the rain,

Tryna hold it down, but only found pain.

Family left me in complete disdain,

Tried to help, but they throw dirt on my name,

Claiming I'm the one to blame,

with no evidence for their claim.

I mean, what is wrong with people today?

Is loyalty not rewarded?

The same people I was told my whole life i could trust,

Are the same people trying to tear everything from me.

Your girl, you gotta watch out for her too,

Cause some of these women will steal and plot behind your back.

In reality you can't even trust the person you're sleeping next to.

gave cars, money, and opened my home,

Yet there are strangers everywhere i go,

ya need help, Noone answers the phone,

Make ya seem like the worst anyone's known,

She running around lying to her friends,

Family always trying to get at your ends,

She schemin while trying to get close,

Family be the ones that'll hurt ya the most,

smoke every day, to hide the pain,

No one sees, fake smile on my face,

Its hard to breath, carrying all this weight,

Playing against the clock, gonna change my fate

Fake smiles, backstabs, the knives in my spine,

Actin' like they built this—nah, this grind's mine.

Tried to break me, but I’m still on my climb.

Family ain't just a word you can claim,

It’s earned in the fire, not a birthright game.

They shut me out, left me in the rain,

But I rose through the hurt, turned it into flame.

Ya can't let people in your head,

People grew up playing pretend, sitting there with their

dolls or action figures.

At a young age we were taught to make up things

Some people just dont get out of that is why Its so easy for them to lie or deceive.

Everyone has the opportunity to be deceitful

So becareful who you let in and trust.