Nah Gang Just Suicidal

[Verse 1]
Joking in the group chat
Typing "end it all" in caps
They send laughing faces back
They think I’m just talking trash
Turn my hurt into a meme
Play it off like I’m extreme
Say I’m “emo”, say I’m “seen”
Never ask what that really means
[Chorus]
Stop calling it a phase
Nah gang, it’s suicidal
I’m smiling in your face
Inside, it’s still survival
I’m not tryna chase a wave
I’m begging for a sign, though
Stop calling it a phase
Nah gang, just suicidal
[Verse 2]
I’m the clown in every snap
Mask so tight it starts to crack
You hear “I don’t wanna be here”
You just hit me with a “fr, facts”
I keep dropping little hints
You keep dropping new events
“Pull up, bro, it’s gonna hit”
I’m just trying not to quit
[Chorus]
Stop calling it a phase
Nah gang, it’s suicidal
I’m smiling in your face
Inside, it’s still survival
I’m not tryna chase a wave
I’m begging for a sign, though
Stop calling it a phase
Nah gang, just suicidal
[Bridge]
If I say I’m done tonight
Would you finally pause the hype?
Would you hear it in my voice?
Would you help me make a choice?
[Chorus]
Stop calling it a phase
Nah gang, it’s suicidal
I’m smiling in your face
Inside, it’s still survival
I’m not tryna chase a wave
I’m begging for a sign, though
Stop calling it a phase
Nah gang, just suicidal

Moody trap ballad with male vocals; sparse piano and distant pads under a thick, swinging 808 groove. Introspective, slightly distorted lead vocal up close, with ghostly octave doubles on key phrases. Hook lifts with brighter chords and stacked harmonies, then drops to near-silence on the final line for a gut-punch ending., emo