[Verse 1]
I learned to tie my shoes alone
By the front door light
Got my little heart in my hands
Too big for my size
You missed the dance, missed the call
Missed the tears I hide
I kept saying, “I’m okay”
But I lied, I lied
[Pre-Chorus]
And I looked for you in the crowd
Every time I fell
Little girl with a heavy chest
Learning to help herself
I needed arms, I needed time
I needed you to stay
But the house stayed quiet
And the ache would not go away
[Chorus]
Mama, where were you?
I just wanted you
Mama, where were you?
I needed you
Hold me like you said you would
Stay like a mother should
Mama, where were you?
I just wanted you
[Verse 2]
Lunch money folded in my palm
For a phone that rang no more
Birthday cake with one small slice
Still waiting by the door
I got good at saying less
And smiling through the pain
Every “maybe next time” broke
Like summer in the rain
[Pre-Chorus]
And I looked for you in the crowd
Every time I fell
Little girl with a heavy chest
Learning to help herself
I needed arms, I needed time
I needed you to stay
But the house stayed quiet
And the ache would not go away
[Chorus]
Mama, where were you?
I just wanted you
Mama, where were you?
I needed you
Hold me like you said you would
Stay like a mother should
Mama, where were you?
I just wanted you
[Bridge]
I’m not mad at the girl
Who still reaches out in the dark
I’m just tired of the wishing
And the holes inside my heart
If you hear this from the distance
Know I loved you all along
But a child can only wait so long
Before she learns to be strong
[Chorus]
Mama, where were you?
I just wanted you
Mama, where were you?
I needed you
Hold me like you said you would
Stay like a mother should
Mama, where were you?
I just wanted you