This isn’t a cry for help
This isn’t for sympathy
This isn’t meant to hurt anyone
This is just meant to end me
Life is a struggle
Life is just hard
It’s the voices inside my head
That have pushed me this far
I never thought I’d be the kind
To give up this way
But my time on earth
Is dwindling away
I thank those who loved me
I thank those who cared
But please don’t waste tears on me
I’m not worth one tear
I feel so weak
My brain won’t shut up
I know this is wrong
But what else do I got
I know that you loved me
And for that I feel pain
But like I stated it’s all in my brain
So please move on
It may hurt at first
But trust me when I’m around
I make everyone their worst
My rage outbursts
Hurt me inside
I don’t want to be this person
So I must make it die
So please move on
Don’t blame yourselves
There’s nothing you could do
I did it myself
I know I could talk to you
You’d say it’s ok
But inside I know me
And there is just no way
I could never let you see me
My weakness’s inside lay
And trust me this a good thing
You’ll understand some day
I want you to know
I really did try
But I don’t want to lay here one more night and just cry
I won’t burden you all with worry
You will know where I lay
You won’t have to wonder which mood I’m in another day
So this is goodbye
It’s a shitty way
But just know I love you all
It will get better one day