End

This isn’t a cry for help

This isn’t for sympathy

This isn’t meant to hurt anyone

This is just meant to end me

Life is a struggle

Life is just hard

It’s the voices inside my head

That have pushed me this far

I never thought I’d be the kind

To give up this way

But my time on earth

Is dwindling away

I thank those who loved me

I thank those who cared

But please don’t waste tears on me

I’m not worth one tear

I feel so weak

My brain won’t shut up

I know this is wrong

But what else do I got

I know that you loved me

And for that I feel pain

But like I stated it’s all in my brain

So please move on

It may hurt at first

But trust me when I’m around

I make everyone their worst

My rage outbursts

Hurt me inside

I don’t want to be this person

So I must make it die

So please move on

Don’t blame yourselves

There’s nothing you could do

I did it myself

I know I could talk to you

You’d say it’s ok

But inside I know me

And there is just no way

I could never let you see me

My weakness’s inside lay

And trust me this a good thing

You’ll understand some day

I want you to know

I really did try

But I don’t want to lay here one more night and just cry

I won’t burden you all with worry

You will know where I lay

You won’t have to wonder which mood I’m in another day

So this is goodbye

It’s a shitty way

But just know I love you all

It will get better one day