I care

I care too much about you I care about how you feel I never want to do anything or go anywhere that will make you upset I am learning how to communicate about my plans so you know what I’m doing I also do it because I want you to trust me I’m sorry to make you upset and I want to understand how to trust that we will be okay at the end of the day because I pray all the time and question if I’m truly enough for you if your wanting me as badly as I want you I know you moved from home to a new place I love that you changed your life to put me in it but I go to sleep a lot questioning my worth I’m sorry for being emotional but I wear my heart on my sleeve and everything comes out all at once I believe I love and care too much and I hurt myself in the end because of it