Forgive me Lord

Went from being a kings child to a mistress

This affair is toxic got me in distress

said he was single what a lie he was married

should’ve listened but Instead ignored your spirit

Now I’m laying here crying from the uproot

I chose to believe his sweet lies over your truth

Hunted my body and mind until I said yes

Now youre second in my heart to a narcissist

Show me how to close this door?

make him see it’s you that I adore ?

It’s you that we both need I surrender yes indeed

How do I stop the pain of betraying you again ?

Can you make it stop let it all just end? Lord can you and I just be best friends

Only a miracle can save me from this heartbreak

don’t want convenience just want a clean slate

You’re all I have you’re all I need I’m gonna do right

the next time you warn me I promise I won’t fight

I hid my heart but that monster found it

stomped out my light now it won’t stay lit

Lord I’m not sleeping not eating need healing,

I’m losing breath can’t shake this feeling

You promised beauty for ashes but I’m still burning

I miss our love rescue me my heart is yearning

Please forgive me