No it's not easy to feel this way , but God will lead me to better day , though I've made my mistakes along the way. They say that life's what we make it, LORD I can't take it but I know it's because of you that I'm still here today, Though I've failed time after time, chance after chance but you're still here . Though I've learn the hard way I know that you're near, i just want to love and i just want to live and give my all to you . It's not my peace , its yours that I can give because you are love , most compassionate. Bestow thy grace unto me Lord because I need you , and I can feel you when I'm drowning in darkness , you are our savior and holy light, keep us all in your hands , in your sight.. Lord I need you in hardest times, lord without you I am dead inside.