Fucked and Loved

Late at night, I breathe your air

Funny how your touch can strip me bare

Talking cold, but in my bed, you're hot

Struggling with these feelings I forgot

You toss your words like they’re nothing, cruel

But when we're alone, you make me feel so full

Your voice cuts deep, but your touch heals fast

In your universe, I’m just a cast-off, last

I crave your love, I need your fire

But sometimes all I get is cold desire

In your eyes, I’m just a game to play

Can’t tell the difference between love or pain

You don’t love me how I crave, how I need

Fighting doubts while you’re planting seeds

In the dark, you’re a savage, you’re my king

But in the light, I feel like nothing

Loving you hurts, but I keep coming back

Drenched in your shadows, lost in the black

Fucking in storms, passion and rage

Trying to feel loved in this fucked-up cage

Sexy fire, your lips call my name

Pain and pleasure, it’s all the same

Screaming your name, feeling insane

In the silence, I bleed, I stain

So tell me now, do you love or just pretend?

This twisted game, how it ends, I can't comprehend

In the chaos of our nights, I find my truth

Loving you’s a battle, an unspoken proof