(Verse 1)
I don’t remember how it feels to cry
No flame inside, no reason why
Just drifting here, in endless space
A hollow void I can’t replace
I’ve lost my name, I’ve lost my face
In this nothing, I can’t find grace
Every step feels like a lie
I’m just too tired to even try
(Pre-Chorus)
And in the black hour, I’m fading away
Nothing left of me, no words to say
I don’t feel the weight, I don’t feel the fear
I’ve disappeared, I’m no longer here
(Chorus)
If I close my eyes, will it finally end?
Will the silence come and be my friend?
There’s no more light, no more fight to give
I’m done with pretending that I want to live
In the black hour, I’m lost in the dark
No more warmth, not a single spark
I’ve given up, I’ve let it all go
Now I’m sinking, sinking slow
(Verse 2)
A stranger’s hands, a stranger’s face
Everything feels out of place
I don’t know the person staring back
Just a shadow, painted black
I used to care, I used to feel
But now I question if it was real
The echoes fade, the voices die
And I’m too numb to even ask why
(Pre-Chorus)
In the black hour, I’m nothing but air
No longer here, but I don’t care
I’ve let it all slip, let it all fall
In this silence, I feel nothing at all
(Chorus)
If I close my eyes, will it finally end?
Will the silence come and be my friend?
There’s no more light, no more fight to give
I’m done with pretending that I want to live
In the black hour, I’m lost in the dark
No more warmth, not a single spark
I’ve given up, I’ve let it all go
Now I’m sinking, sinking slow
(Bridge)
I’m tired of feeling nothing, tired of the weight
Tired of the silence that I can’t escape
If the end is near, I won’t turn away
I’ll welcome the night, I won’t make it stay
I don’t want the pain, don’t want the lies
I’m done with the hurt that I can’t disguise
The black hour calls, and I won’t resist
I’ll fade into nothing, I won’t be missed
(Outro)
In the black hour, I’ll disappear
No more pretending, no more fear
I’ve let it all go, I’ve let it all fade
And in the silence, I’m unmade
If I close my eyes, will it finally end?
Will the silence come and be my friend?
I’m sinking down, into the night
Letting go, of all the light.
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