You can Hate me

(Intro) 
Cardiac Grenade 
My hearts on a timer 
So ill keep it short with yall 

(Verse 1) 
Close to Deaths Door 
Find euphoria in a box 
Pandora i explore the globe 
Shapes of self paradox 
sitting at home 
All alone watching moxie 
Go out the window 
My own advice box me 
Looking like a widower 
Didn't think little 
Just caught up in the middle 
Watching sky's fall 
Playing chicken Ball
 Im worth Triple 
Or a home run so I ran home 
effect of ripples 
Threw rocks hard places 
At my Dome blood trickles 
Thoughts more than tickle 
My brain ajar pickled 
If the situation sticks 
Im Insane nations fickle 
One minute you could Pop 
Next you're underneath a sickle 
Im so sick of all this pop 
Not soda to make me sick 
But if i slip and do some coke 
Then who knows who I might hit

(Chorus)
You can hate me 
You can hate my actions 
Dont relate to me 
Its the shitty Reactions 
Like One more Break 
Now im less then a fraction 
It was my mistake 
Not a simple transaction 
Im Fine with what I make 
Im in love with my Redaction 

(Final Verse)
How could I trade a heart you stole
 its Cardiac Arrest 
Yeah i Played a part in Full a Fool 
With Nades strapped to a chest 
Couldn't treasure me its cool 
Not here for Worst then Fuck my Best 
I could've shouldve cared for School 
every day felt like a test 
Either way id be the same 
Dont blame the pen on my desk 

(Chorus)
You can hate me 
You can hate my actions 
Dont relate to me 
Its the shitty Reactions 
Like One more Break 
Now im less then a fraction 
It was my mistake 
Not a simple transaction 
Im Fine with what I make 
Im in love with my Redaction 

(Outro)
Sometimes all I needed was to let things go 
I wasn't aware of who was in the way 
It was me and im sorry

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