I miss you

Mom

Home is where the heart is I know this to be true. Because now that your gone it don’t feel like a home no more. Because now all I do is sit in this house and think of you. Missing you wishing you could just come back to make this house a home again. Every memory in this home is of you. I’m Broken hearted now that Jesus holds you. You’re an angel above watching over me. Where ever you are that’s where I want to be. You’re my mom my best friend and now my sweet strong angel that watches over me. I can’t wait to see you again to hold you once more I miss you my mom your always my number one. Nothing will ever be the same without you here. But I’m pushing forward because that’s what you want me to do. But I’m broken without you. I miss you. Your my compass guiding me right. Your my smile every time. You’re the reason when my soul shines it’s all because of you . You were taken to soon but you fought because of me girl. I’ll never forget that and damn mom I love you. I stayed by your side to the very end. Your strength is nothing I’ve ever seen before. So I know that is true love you have for me. A mother’s love is a fierce love. It can move mountains. I miss you momma it’s not the same here without you. The best part of life is the lives that touch you, the worst part of life is when you have to say goodbye to the ones you love, and you will never see them again. You fought so hard but the cancer it got you. You took your last breath weighing only 82 in the end. It’s the very thing that tears a heart into, watching you go from that strong beautiful woman to the fragile woman in the end but you always stayed beautiful and held a smile till the end. It shatters my world and leaves me wondering what to do. You are my beautiful mother and this would isn’t the same without you. You touched so many lives but none more than mine. I love to the moon your my mom and I always will love you till the end of time. Till we meet again and I can hold you just know your my breath taking beautiful strong mother and I love you. Tell Jesus I know I’ve done wrong but I can’t spend eternity not by your side tell him Im sorry for my past and all that I’ve done. I’ve told him I just don’t know if he here’s me so tell him for me too mom. It’s just not the same without you home is where the heart is and my heart belongs to you.