Issues to resolve

I got some problems I can't handle 
I got issues to resolve 
I got demons in the closet
 bloody hand prints on the walls, 'it's sunny outside but it might as well be dark, I got hatred deep inside and it's tearin me apart.

 Nobody's ever there
 my life is in despair
desperate for someone to show me that they fuckin care 
they can't read the signs
 I'm running out of time
it seems like all my friends have left me here to die
 the devil knockin at the door tryin to get inside
I tell him he's not welcome but he knows it's just a lie

I'm losing my mind my thoughts are goin crazy
all I wanna do--IS KILL PEOPLE LATELY!

  I got murder on my mind it feels like a curse I thinkin bout death from the second to the first.

I got some problems I can't handle
I got issues to resolve
I got demons in the closet, 'bloody hand prints on the walls

 it's sunny outside but it mite as well be dark, I got hatred deep inside and it's tearin me apart.

This hatred that I have comes from many years of pain
 how could no one tell? Clearly I have changed
fuck em burn in hell, I can not maintain
I am not well and nothing is the same
 the voices are deranged, I'm coming unhinged getting closer to the flames
do I feel the end or am I going insane.

Nobody's ever there
my life is in despair
desperate for someone to show me that they fuckin care
 they can't read the signs
 'I'm running out of time
 it seems like all my friends have left me here to die
 the devil knockin at the door tryin to get inside
I tell him he's not welcome but he knows it's just a lie.

I ain't lookin for attention
I just need some help
 my love is in remission
 I can't do it by myself
I feel like I have failed
I make the wrong decisions
the voices in my head-cause me great self contention. 

All is almost lost im slipping off the edge
I'm fighting fuckin demons that are underneath my bed
every time that I lay down 
the fuckin demons getting fed
 I use to see the good
now all I see is red.

When I close my eyes my head starts to spin, 'the voices from the back tell me I will never win
they say it's time for me to pay up for all my God damn sins, they tellin me it's too late I can not repent
 any message I have for God is void and won't be sent, there tryin to convince me that they are all I need, if I give up right now my soul will be freed, who is right or wrong? 
what should I believe? 
 I been down so long it's hard for me to even breath
 am I about to drown myself in a pool of misery?
 I surround myself with a dark uncertainty
 I have bound myself to live a life of infamy 


What's right or wrong? If its hard for you to tell  why serve in heaven when you could reign in hell!!

Metal core, dark