Don't I have all it takes; Am still wondering
Thoughts upon thoughts and my mind keeps wondering
Am not supposed to great, I want to be greater
Everything seems dull, am no dullard but will still be brighter
I can do anything I want but will it make me happy
Haven't been slow lately, I always do things snappy
Pouring out my anguish not like I don't know what to do
Or should I look for someone to call my boo
In as much as I fall so low, I get backing
Feels so much like am falling and so much slacking
Need sot say but I hope to be fine
It's so zig zag am not on a straight line
I still want to drink from this cup of wine
Surrounding me cause we so friendly, all want a dime
Can I still have something and truly call it mine
Won't it be better I have more than one, maybe a nine
Even with the most clarified calculation, I failed my sine
More room to prove am really a failure, a rare sign
Unwavering tides now getting to me and pushes me offshore to drown
That I overcame isn't a talk to say but I know on my neck is a crown
Taking chances I don't mind for this greatness but the confusion on handling the weight of glory
It's only this music that I run to can truly heal my troubled soul and make me wholly
Now I see a breakthrough but how can I get past my clouded mind of I can't make it
So much goosebump it gives me that I can't finish a meal whenever I eat
Cry me a river, save me pls from this pain
Will you come to my rescue because in this pain there's no gain
Sleeping at night is now a fairy tale, more scenes to watch because it's all a nightmare
But should I be scared or worried because I wanted to belong, to be a night male
But in all its said and have been doing I couldn't still bring myself together to put this pain to a stop
This burden will be a blockage to me and for me if I really want to get to the very top
