Twinflame

The clouds in my head are getting thicker and thicker. A fog, so thick. Automatic processes without thinking.

I am tired, so very tired. Tired of this cage that I built for myself. And I know that I can break out. Why do I lack the courage?

Then I see you, and the fog breaks. Sun, rays, light that you give me. So close that I can feel your breath. Like wind on my skin. And yet so far away that the longing tears me apart. No one sees it. Only you.

You are more familiar to me than anything I knew before. You know me because I am a piece of you. Words are superfluous, looks say more. I look into your eyes, and there it is. That which drives away the fog.

I am tired, so very tired. Tired of this cage that I built for myself. And I know that I can break out. Why do I lack the courage?

Then I see you, and the fog breaks out. Sun, rays, the light you give me. So close that I can feel your breath. Like wind on my skin. And yet so far away that the longing tears me apart.

I stand here and laugh, no one sees what I really am. I stand there and my longing for my flame makes my soul tremble. Oh God, please take me out of this hole, you are my twin, my twin flame. I'm afraid of imploding. Take me home! Then I see you, and the fog breaks.

Sun, rays, the light you give me. So close that I can feel your breath. Like wind on my skin. And yet so far away that the longing tears me apart.

Please find me!

One kiss and I'm saved.