Blowing Up His Phone

[Verse 1]
Blowing up his phone
Watch it ring
Then fade
Typing out a paragraph
Delete it all
Afraid
He said he’d call me back
I watched a whole day move
Scroll our old messages
Searching for a clue
[Chorus]
Am I wasting my time on you
When you barely say a word
Barely come through
Haven’t seen your face in a week or two
You’re not my heart
But I miss you too
Am I wasting my time
My time on you
Still I’m checking my screen like a fool
Half in
Half out
What do I do
You’re not my heart
But it feels half true
[Verse 2]
Friends all say “just leave”
I laugh it off
Then sink
Replay the last night we had
Till I can’t even think
You ain’t said “I’m yours”
So why’s this hurt so deep
I’m somewhere in your maybe
You’re all over my sleep
[Chorus]
Am I wasting my time on you
When you barely say a word
Barely come through
Haven’t seen your face in a week or two
You’re not my heart
But I miss you too
Am I wasting my time
My time on you
Still I’m checking my screen like a fool
Half in
Half out
What do I do
You’re not my heart
But it feels half true
[Bridge]
If I fall first
Will you catch me (will you?)
Or just let me hit the ground alone
If I pull back
Will you chase me
Or just stay a ghost on my phone
[Chorus]
Am I wasting my time on you
When you barely say a word
Barely come through
Haven’t seen your face in a week or two
You’re not my heart
But I miss you too
Am I wasting my time
My time on you
Still I’m checking my screen like a fool
Half in
Half out
What do I do
You’re not my heart… but I’m stuck on you

Moody R&B slow jam with female vocals over warm, spacious keys and a deep, lazy groove. Verses stay intimate and close-mic’d, almost whispered; chorus blooms with stacked harmonies and a subtle bass swell. Light percussion and soft snaps carry the pocket, with a late-song bridge that strips back to keys and vocal cracks for maximum vulnerability.