So sick

Im sooooo siicckkkkk sick

All my life i struggle with

The insecurities of life

don't ask why

I never wanted this

And Now i'm pissed aahhhgrrrrr

Im sooo sick

With a heavy heart it is thick

It makes me sick arrhhhhh

Now i lay here trying to recover

Form the life of another

It tryed to pull me under

Im so sick

Leta make this quick

Im not ready for this

I stay pissed

Im sooo ssiiiiiiccckkkk

I am angry i take my fist and punch hole into the wallllll

Thats when i faaaallllllllll

Aaaahhhhh

Yeeahhh

Is this how it ends

Or

Does it begin to sink in

My brain is hurtin

I think flirtin with death

This time i can fine what i need

I think im incomplete

Im so sick grrrr aaahhh fuckin sick