Can't be

I might be down right now but I will climb out of this hole I promise you this pain and suffering has taken its toll but no matter what I will come up I will prove to all of you that I love my family true and true I just asked if you wouldn't do this to me I would just ask if you would stand next to me I'm going to come up I'm going to do it for you and my kids I know you wish I would do it for me but you see I have love for all of you more than I have love for me so I want to do for you and make you happy not just me cuz I love you baby and I'm here for you I don't care what anybody else to say you're the one for me and this is what I want to stay I know right now you feel a lot of pressure and some burden I'm sorry that I didn't see it sooner but you better believe I'm right here my love is still with you I will never love no other even if you put me out on the street it's okay I hope I land on my feet to just prove to you that I'm going to stay true to you I will rise again I just need my little pickle man he's the one that keeps me together and I haven't seen him and it feels like forever so please don't hold it against me when I'm on my knees begging please stay together for a little bit longer that way I know I'm working for something I'm trying not to be a bother I'm just trying to put my emotions in a song and tell you that I love you and I'm sorry I did wrong please come back to me can we please just be a family again I'll do what I have to do I promise you you'll see this ain't the end it can't be