Reveal

I might kill myself to show my pain is real

Sometimes baby, I don’t want to feel

Anything because all of me is on this wheel

Spinning off a road that doesn’t ever heal

Anything there on it; if I’m being honest

Sometimes I vomit, up the drugs I did like my body didn’t want em

But i still be doing them I don’t know I’ll prove it girl to me that im the curl inside the path that kills us where we were when we were really doing so well

I write these words as a way to cast a spell

It all is just a blur but that’s cause im overwhelmed

If time is such a gift then why does it feel like hell

I can tell you can’t tell what it is I’m going through

Jumping through the hoops of life searching for my avenue

Off the mountain show me, that you fucking know me

Give me a chance and I promise we’re both going

To that place I’ve always wanted

Me and you with happy assumptions.

About one another

Oh I wonder

Why the thunder

Always follows other

Things causing freight in the light cause we like to see the eyes that we believe are here to be happy being the source of decensy instead of all the evil we feel and conceal cause really I don’t even wanna feel i deal with these problems foreal instead of solving them peel back the layers slowly one day I swear know the reason I’m the way I am i don’t care if you can’t understand cause maybe it’s just not in the plan but if you don’t take my hand I’ll show the only way I can