Through the looking glass

My life up until now has been a speedy rollercoaster bumpper- car driving through an uncircular earth filled with cliffs and raging waters and deep caves of earthquakes that split lands in half that i have to get across as well as enduring coastal pandemic weather patterns that change each hour unsuspectedly Hahaha

Can I get to the other side or is there one? And when i get there what will i be looking for? My ticket out of This world of earthly scavengers and on here. I want a ticket to a heavenly place where i can see through a looking glass at the reminders of why I dont miss this he'll. Yes i will be looking through the glass at all you fucktards too while my angel investors congregate my next expenditure to another worldly place for me to investigate and contemplate new horizons