Where to go, where to turn?
Should I stay, should I run?
They said the hardest part is the start,
But I think the truth was a set-up from the beginning.
We did the hardest part,
So why do we feel the need to just stop?
(Pre-Chorus)
It’s the biggest lie, that’s what it is,
If not, then why do we feel like this?
All tired, worn, and filled with doubts,
Was I ever ready for this?
Was I meant to be here at all?
Was this truly my load to bear?
(Chorus)
I mean, I could end it all right here,
Say goodbye to the staircase, and just walk away.
No more troubles to face.
But why can't I seem to turn?
Why are my feet locked down?
Let me go, let me be!
I just want to breathe, I want to be free.
(Verse 2)
I mean, I could choose to stay right here,
Let the last bit of fight die here.
But I want to see the sun, feel the days,
Feel the breeze.
They say it's nice, but that's all I have—just what they say.
So you know what? I won't stay here.
I'll count the days.
(Bridge)
After all this struggle, it is still my load to bear,
And when I finally get there, there'll be a change of atmosphere.
A moment of beauty as a reward, and not just cold decay.
So here we are, striving to make a way,
Even though there's so much keeping us down,
Trying to rise, to push up and break free from the dirt.
(Outro)
I know I won't stay.
I will burst out, I will be free.
The choice is yours.
So choose.
(Piano or electric guitar sustains on a final, definitive chord)