[Intro] Used to wake up on the floor Phone full of missed calls, heart sore Thought I’d never see the day I’d change But I’m tryna turn the page [Verse 1] Pill bottles by the toothbrush Lied, said I’d quit, but I’d do two Eyes red in my mom’s truck She said, "Boy, this ain’t you" Cold sweat on a warm night Hands shake when the sun rise Friends fade like a bad high All I had was a stash and a sad lie [Chorus] I was lost in the dark, in the deep end Chasing one more hit, never peace, man Every promise I made, I’d break it again ’Til I almost lost my life, not just my friends Now I’m staring at the sky, I can breathe again All the ashes on my soul, I can clean again If I fall, I’m getting up, I believe again I believe again (yeah, I believe again) [Verse 2] Court dates, cheap suits, cracked shoes Judge saying, "Last time," meant that too Therapist asking, "What you running from?" I just stared at the floor, said, "Everyone" Saw my brother with his kids like That should’ve been me, right Trading birthdays for a cheap ride Trading real love for a quick high [Bridge] [Beat drops to half-time, vocal almost a whisper] Hard truth, I was scared to feel Easier to drown than to try and heal But the pain never left, it just changed its face Same hole in my chest, just a different taste [Drums build back in] [Chorus] I was lost in the dark, in the deep end Chasing one more hit, never peace, man Every promise I made, I’d break it again ’Til I almost lost my life, not just my friends Now I’m staring at the sky, I can breathe again All the ashes on my soul, I can clean again If I fall, I’m getting up, I believe again I believe again (oh, I believe again) [Outro] Still a long road, but my eyes clear Got scars, but at least I’m still here Every “no” that I say, that’s a win now Used to die for the high, choose to live now

rap, Polished melodic pop-rap over bouncy trap drums and bright synth plucks; gritty male vocals with vulnerable vibrato on the hook, rap verses riding a tight pocket. Verses stay minimal with subby bass and sparse keys, chorus blooms wide with stacked harmonies, airy pads, and a lifting counter-melody. Subtle vocal chops in turnarounds, radio-ready arrangement with a late-song dynamic drop then final anthemic hook., bright, emotional, deep, pop rap

Clean Again