Track · Feb 19, 2026 · English

Clean Again

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2:29

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English

Lyrics

[Intro]

Used to wake up on the floor

Phone full of missed calls, heart sore

Thought I’d never see the day I’d change

But I’m tryna turn the page

[Verse 1]

Pill bottles by the toothbrush

Lied, said I’d quit, but I’d do two

Eyes red in my mom’s truck

She said, "Boy, this ain’t you"

Cold sweat on a warm night

Hands shake when the sun rise

Friends fade like a bad high

All I had was a stash and a sad lie

[Chorus]

I was lost in the dark, in the deep end

Chasing one more hit, never peace, man

Every promise I made, I’d break it again

’Til I almost lost my life, not just my friends

Now I’m staring at the sky, I can breathe again

All the ashes on my soul, I can clean again

If I fall, I’m getting up, I believe again

I believe again (yeah, I believe again)

[Verse 2]

Court dates, cheap suits, cracked shoes

Judge saying, "Last time," meant that too

Therapist asking, "What you running from?"

I just stared at the floor, said, "Everyone"

Saw my brother with his kids like

That should’ve been me, right

Trading birthdays for a cheap ride

Trading real love for a quick high

[Bridge]

[Beat drops to half-time, vocal almost a whisper]

Hard truth, I was scared to feel

Easier to drown than to try and heal

But the pain never left, it just changed its face

Same hole in my chest, just a different taste

[Drums build back in]

[Chorus]

I was lost in the dark, in the deep end

Chasing one more hit, never peace, man

Every promise I made, I’d break it again

’Til I almost lost my life, not just my friends

Now I’m staring at the sky, I can breathe again

All the ashes on my soul, I can clean again

If I fall, I’m getting up, I believe again

I believe again (oh, I believe again)

[Outro]

Still a long road, but my eyes clear

Got scars, but at least I’m still here

Every “no” that I say, that’s a win now

Used to die for the high, choose to live now

Style

rappolished melodic pop-rap over bouncy trap drums and bright synth plucks; gritty male vocals with vulnerable vibrato on the hookrap verses riding a tight pocket. verses stay minimal with subby bass and sparse keyschorus blooms wide with stacked harmoniesairy padsand a lifting counter-melody. subtle vocal chops in turnaroundsradio-ready arrangement with a late-song dynamic drop then final anthemic hook.brightemotionaldeeppop rap

Prompt

melodic pop rap, gritty male with vibrato vocals, catchy chorus, bouncy trap drums, bright synths, emotional and deep,polished,modern, radio-friendly production. About going through addiction

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GeneratedFeb 19, 2026

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