Trauma

Midnight city, I’m drivin’ alone,

Rearview filled with things I can’t let go.

You left fingerprints on my soul,

Now every high feels so damn low.

Eyes wide shut, but I still see

Your silhouette in luxury.

She’s in my bed, but I still feel

The echoes of what used to be

I keep runnin’ from the pain,

But it follows like it’s laced.

Tried to mask it with the fame,

But it’s written on my face.

All these nights I chase a thrill—

That just reminds me you’re not here

Trauma,

In designer wrapped like karma.

You broke me, now I wear the drama.

Can’t outrun what’s under my skin.

I feel you every time I sin.

Yeah... this is what you left me:

Trauma.

Velvet rooms and empty lights,

I fake love just to get by.

Your perfume still haunts the air,

And I pretend that I don’t care.

They don’t see what’s underneath—

These smiles are stitched with grief.

I kiss her like I mean it,

But inside I’m still in pieces.

Yeah, I’m floatin’ in the dark,

Tryna heal a shattered heart.

She asks why I feel so far,

But I can’t even restart.

You burned your name into my past—

Now no one else can ever last.

I lit the flame to feel control...

But all it did was burn a hole.

Your voice, your touch, your ghost, your hold...

Still wrapped around what’s left of my soul.

Trauma,

Like a scar I wear with honor.

Tried to cleanse it in the sauna.

But you’re carved beneath the skin,

Where no one ever dares to swim...

Yeah, you didn’t leave with love—

You left me with your trauma...

(soft echo)

Even now... I still bleed you.