Halfway Jealous

[Verse 1]
I still taste you on my weekend
Hands on someone else, but I’m not in it
Scrolling through your page like it’s religion
Praying I don’t see a face that isn’t mine
Got your hoodie on, but I don’t miss you
Just miss winning every time they picked you
Every girl you text, I catch that twitch
Heart says “block him”, ego says “that’s my glitch”
[Rap]
You my ex and my favorite bad habit
I don’t want the ring, but I still want the status (yeah)
Got your name sittin’ pretty in my blocked list
Still check your stories from a burner, that’s madness
Fuck me up, but don’t move on
That’s the rule I never wrote but I live on
You a free agent, but I keep the scouting
See a new body on you, now I’m poutin’
I don’t want your kids, I don’t want your dishes
I just want you single so I feel that I’m the sickest
Tell her she can have you, later, not tonight
Let me be the reason that you never get it right (uh)
You ain’t my man, but you still my benchmark
Any girl after me, I hope the sex subpar
Petty as I am, I’ll still gas you in the DMs
Then leave you on read when you say you wanna see me
We toxic in theory, addict in practice
You hit my phone late, I react automatic
“Slide through” text and I’m halfway dressed
Tell myself “we done,” let you undress the rest
[Chorus]
I don’t want you back, but I don’t want you gone
You’re my favorite ghost I keep dragging along
I don’t wanna love you, don’t wanna be alone
So I keep you halfway, halfway home
I don’t wanna own you, don’t wanna set you free
Hate when other girls touch what used to be me
I don’t wanna love you, just don’t wanna lose
So I keep you halfway, halfway used
[Verse 2]
You say “we’re just friends,” that word tastes bitter
Bet you call her “baby” like you used to whisper
I don’t want your heart, but I want first dibs
On your late-night thoughts and your selfish sins
Tell her she can cuddle, I just want the tension
She can get the brunch pics, I get the mentions (hey)
In your drunk texts, in your darkest tabs
I’m the little red flag you still go back and grab
[Chorus]
I don’t want you back, but I don’t want you gone
You’re my favorite ghost I keep dragging along
I don’t wanna love you, don’t wanna be alone
So I keep you halfway, halfway home
I don’t wanna own you, don’t wanna set you free
Hate when other girls touch what used to be me
I don’t wanna love you, just don’t wanna lose
So I keep you halfway, halfway used

rap, Sultry R&B hook into moody trap-leaning rap; female vocals glide over warm keys, subby bass, and tight, shuffling drums. First verse is smoky and intimate, rap locks into a darker pocket with layered doubles on punchlines, then chorus blooms with airy harmonies and a subtle vocoder pad. Slow build in the bridge with filtered drums and whispered ad-libs before the final chorus hits full, lush and wide.