to what I used to be

Verse 1

Been searching for answers

But the places were no good for me

Just tired of carrying secrets

Holding them in

Can sleep for hours, but

Still feels like my body’s giving in

(Yeah, my body’s giving in)

(My body's giving in)

And when we are weak

The bad choices get picked

There’s not enough space

To see the whole picture

Or even defend yourself

Or know exactly what it is that you want

Chorus

Sorry, but I haven’t been home

And I haven’t for far too long

I’m becoming like someone

Someone I don’t know.

(I don’t know)

Sorry, but I haven’t been home

And I haven’t for far too long

Please, can someone else be me

For a while

I’m just tired

trying to live this life

Verse 2

It’s like there’s no exit

(No exit)

Only millions of reasons to stay right here I am

Then you get burned out

(Get burned out)

(Just sick of less)

All my white lies became a danger

Nobody has lied to me

More than myself

I think I need it, ooooh oooh

(I think I need it)

Chorus

Sorry, but I haven’t been home

And I haven’t for far too long

I’m becoming like someone

Someone I don’t know

(I don’t know)

Sorry, but I haven’t been home

And I haven’t for far too long

Please, can someone else be me

For a while

I’m just tired

trying to live this life

Bridge (rap / faster spoken)

Not been home lately

I look like a stranger

Nothing to lose, nothing to prove

My soul pays cash

Can’t find a fucking way out

I’m not sad

I’m not angry

It’s so damn hard for me to feel

When I feel nothing

Chasing for answers

But I don’t wanna feel anything

(Don’t wanna feel anything)

Final Chorus / Outro

Sorry, but I haven’t been home

And I haven’t for quite too long

Its like im a stranger, becoming

Someone I don't even know

(I don’t know)

Sorry, but I haven’t been home

Im so sorry but I am not there

Its like im a stranger, becoming

Someone I don't even know

Ooooh

So Cheers to what I used to be

Ooooh

So Cheers to him that I used to be

Ooooh

So Cheers to him that used to be me

Ooooh