[Verse 1, soft light build]
Lying, on the floor again
Blood on my hands, don’t know where I’ve been
One shoe on, phone’s dead, rent’s due
Friends stopped callin'—can’t blame 'em too
I told myself last time was the last
But pain don’t care what promises pass
I’ve lied, I’ve begged, I’ve stolen, I’ve cried
Said I’d change—then almost died
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[Pre-Chorus – Quiet, Vulnerable]
Looked in the mirror, didn’t see me
Just a ghost in a body, tryin’ to break free
Didn’t want heaven, didn’t want hell
Just wanted one day I could stand still
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[Chorus – Bold, Anthemic, First Drop]
I’m the queen of rock bottom, crown made of shame
Danced with my demons, too drunk to name
But I’m still breathing, scarred but clean
Yeah I clawed my way out, now I run this scene
This is my fight song—this is me redeemed
From nothin’ to somethin’—your Rock Bottom Queen
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[Verse 2]
Got sick of the poison, the spin and the crash
Got tired of trading my soul for cash
I burned good love, I burned good days
But fire don’t scare me, I walked through flames
I relapsed twice, maybe three, maybe five
Every fall taught me what it means to survive
Not some polished redemption tale
Just a junkie girl who refused to fail
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[Pre-Chorus 2 – Rising Tension]
No applause, no angel wings
Just grit, guts, and recovery rings
I stitched my life with thread and sweat
Still got cravings I don’t regret
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[Chorus – Bigger, Second Drop]
I’m the queen of rock bottom, crown made of scars
Took the long road, crashed a thousand cars
But I’m still standing, bruised but free
No one saved me—I rebuilt me
This is my war cry—my victory scream
Call me what you want—I’m the Rock Bottom Queen
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[Bridge – Soft Break, Reflective]
Not every night is clean, not every day is light
But I wake up sober, and that’s my fight
I lost a decade, but found my soul
Dug myself out of a six-foot hole
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[Final Chorus – Triumphant Drop]
I’m the queen of rock bottom, throne built in pain
Wrote my story in acid rain
Now I rise, not to be seen
But to prove to the world that I still believe
In life, in fire, in broken dreams—
Long live the heart of the Rock Bottom Queen
JonnyOnit
