Trapped (in my head)

In my head, where the real shit happens,
Haunted by memories of our love that's been abandoned.
I toss and turn, plagued by regrets at night,
From dream to nightmare, my thoughts take flight.

We used to text every day, now it's silence that prevails,
The pain of the silent treatment, it never fails.
I should've seen the red flags, the warning signs,
Now I'm left wondering if I'll ever love again in time.

In my head, I'm desperate to break free,
Trapped within these thoughts, longing for release.
Lost in the maze of my own mind,
Yearning to feel numb, leaving it all behind.

Thoughts on repeat, I can't turn them off,
No matter how hard I try, they persist and scoff.
I've apologized, but still, I feel remorse,
Wishing I had handled it better, charted a different course.

Trying to move on, but you're still in my heart,
Comparing others to you, tearing me apart.
No one can measure up to what we had,
In my head, I'm searching, feeling so sad.

In my head, I'm desperate to break free,
Trapped within these thoughts, longing for release.
Lost in the maze of my own mind,
Yearning to feel numb, leaving it all behind.

But I know deep down, I can't dwell forever,
I must find a way to heal and endeavor.
To find peace within myself, to find a new start,
To let go of the pain that's tearing me apart.

(Chorus)
In my head, I'm desperate to break free,
Trapped within these thoughts, longing for release.
Lost in the maze of my own mind,
Yearning to feel numb, leaving it all behind.

(Outro)
In my head, I'll find the strength to move on,
To embrace a new chapter, to write a different song.
Though the past may linger, I'll find my way,
In my head, I'll find peace, come what may.

Dark pop, synth-pop, art pop, dream pop, and electropop, often incorporating indie, industrial alternative