Another Blow Up the Nose

[Intro]
In the quiet of my struggles, I call your name,
Jeasus, my friend, you know this game.
With heavy hearts and weary minds,
We dance on the edge, where hope unwinds.

[Verse 1]
You hold me when I tremble, when I'm feeling low,
Through the chaos, you guide me, even when I don't want to go.
But now I find myself lost in the haze,
Blow up the nose, drown my thoughts in a daze.

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, Jeasus, I say it’s the last time,
But here I am, slipping back down the line.
Selfish and broken, I curse my fate,
In this don't care state, I can’t escape.

[Chorus]
Here we go again, the cycle’s tight,
Another blow, and the darkness bites.
You hold my hands still, yet I slip away,
Jeasus, forgive me, I’m lost in this fray.

[Verse 2]
Some days, I can fight it, like carrying a stone,
Other days, I surrender, feeling so alone.
Self-medication whispers sweet lies,
But the truth cuts deeper than ever I’ve tried.

[Pre-Chorus]
Jeasus, my friend, you see through the pain,
You weigh my heart, but I’m reckless again.
How many chances will you give me now,
Before, I must climb and face the how?

[Chorus]
Here we go again, the cycle’s tight,
Another blow, and the darkness bites.
You hold my hands still, yet I slip away,
Jeasus, forgive me, I’m lost in this fray.

[Bridge]
Forgive me while I’m tangled in this mess,
I’m reaching for light but can’t find my rest.
Climb up that ladder. It feels so far,
Can't you see me, Jeasus, I’m wishing on stars.

[Outro]
So here I stand at the edge of the night,
With every fail, you still hold me tight.
But Jeasus, dear friend, I need to be free,
Help me find strength, for the rest of my life.

Emotional blues, Soulful Vocals, tambourine, soulful heart, harmonica, electric slide guitar, female raspvocals