Everywhere

Your voice is the loudest thing in my head, and everywhere I look, I see your beautiful face. Everywhere I go reminds me of you. I wish that you were here right now. I could wish right now. Then a drum beats loud inside and tells me to wake up from the dream I"ve been living my whole life, and I can"t figure out how to tell you how I feel because your touch is the thing I want most. Can you believe how pathetic I am to think that we could fix what was? But you can"t fix something that never existed. I know you work all day and come home at night feeling like you"re worthless, feeling like you can"t make it on your own anymore. I know what it"s like to feel worthless and abandoned, to feel broken. I know what it"s like to have no one helping you. I know what it"s like to feel broken and hopeless, to be on your own. I know the pain that you"re going through. I know your broken feeling—lost, lonely, feeling like nobody cares. Yeah, I know that feeling every day because everywhere I go, I hear your voice, the loudest thing in my head. Everywhere I look, I see your beautiful face, and it"s driving me crazy that I can"t be there for you when you need me the most. I see all around me happy people with their happy lives, and I hear them laughing, asking myself why it"s not me over there, happy and laughing as well. Because everywhere I go, I hear your voice in my head, and I don"t know why, but it"s driving me crazy. Everywhere I go, I see your face, and I don"t know why. Whenever I turn my head, there you are, and I don"t know why I can"t get you out of my head. I can"t do this forever, so I don"t know what"s next for me. Hopefully, it"s you.