It was all about you

Thought I left that door closed, but you’re still in the hallway.

Every time my phone lights, I’m hoping it’s you calling.

I’ve been trying not to think, but these nights get exhausting.

Your shadow’s on my walls like you never stopped haunting.

You say you miss the old me.

I miss the way you’d hold me.

We both know what we needed,

but pride gets way too noisy.

You want space, I want closure.

We keep saying it’s over.

But every time we fade out,

we fall right back, it’s older.

You’re the calm in my chaos,

the storm I keep running into.

Tell me why the hardest thing

is staying far away from you.

Friends keep asking how I’ve been, I just give ’em a half-smile.

Tell ’em I’ve been working, but you’re stuck in my hard drive.

Scrolling through the past like I’m stuck in a timeline.

Trying to move on, but your name’s on my lifeline.

You say you want the real me.

I want the love you still keep.

We’re both reading the same book

but living different stories.

You want space, I want closure.

We keep saying it’s over.

But every time we fade out,

we fall right back, it’s older.

You’re the calm in my chaos,

the storm I keep running into.

Tell me why the hardest thing

is staying far away from you.

Maybe we need distance just to understand the vision.

Maybe all this silence is the loudest kind of wisdom.

But if you ever call me, you know I’ll pick up in minutes.

Healing takes some time, but love is always in it.

Yeah… you still cross my mind like traffic.

Got me stuck between habit and magic.

If letting go is what I have to do,

why’s it feel like losing you is losing half of me too?