rooms in my head

Verse 1

There’s a room where I hide all my screaming

Pillows soaked in the shape of my fear

Smiles stitched over panic attacks

No one knocks, but I know they’re near

Pre-Chorus

And I keep the lights off

So no one sees the war

But it’s a battlefield

Right behind the door

Chorus

I’ve got rooms in my head no one dares to enter

Cold like December, stuck in forever

Shadows talking louder than the people I love

And I whisper, “I’m fine” when I’ve had enough

Verse 2

There’s a mirror I’ve stopped believing

Cracks trace the years I’ve erased

He says I’m distant, I say I’m drowning

But I’m the ghost he can’t face

Pre-Chorus

So I wear my silence

Like a second skin

But it’s breaking down

From the storm within

Chorus

I’ve got rooms in my head no one dares to enter

Cold like December, stuck in forever

Shadows talking louder than the people I love

And I whisper, “I’m fine” when I’ve had enough

Bridge

Would you still hold me

If I came undone?

If I showed the mess

Behind what I’ve become?

Would you stay in the dark

When the monsters arrive?

Or would you run

Like everyone alive?

Final Chorus

These rooms in my head — they’re burning slow

But I won’t let go, no, I won’t let go

If I’m just a whisper in your world tonight

At least I screamed with all my might