You make me sick

I see you smile — it cuts like steel,

You talk soft, but none of it’s real.

You touch my mind, then pull away,

You light me up, just to decay.

Your lips say “care,” your eyes say “run,”

I bleed for something that never begun.

You’ve got your life, your perfect frame,

Why the hell you play this game?

You call it nothing,

But it feels like war.

You close your door,

Then come back for more.

You make me sick — and I want you still,

You burn me slow, you break my will.

You stare through me like I don’t exist,

Then breathe my name — can’t resist.

I hate your calm, I hate your lies,

But god, I’d drown in your disguise.

You make me sick,

And I love it still.

You walk past — my chest explodes,

Your silence heavy, it overloads.

You care too much, you don’t at all,

You build me up, just to let me fall.

I tried to talk, you looked away,

Then lingered — like you want me to stay.

Don’t pity me, don’t fake your grace,

I see the hunger on your face.

You twist the knife,

And call it kind.

You blur the edge,

Inside my mind.

You make me sick — and I want you still,

You burn me slow, you break my will.

You stare through me like I don’t exist,

Then breathe my name — can’t resist.

I hate your calm, I hate your lies,

But god, I’d drown in your disguise.

You make me sick,

And I love it still.

Stop pretending you don’t feel it.

Stop pretending I’m not real.

You call this care —

I call it cruel.

You built this cage —

I made it fuel.

(Repetitive chant under dark synths:)

> “You want me / You don’t / You want me / You don’t.”

I’m done chasing ghosts in glass,

But every time, you pull me back.

You make me sick —

And I want you still.