The power inside.

(Intro)
I find myself lost behind a mask,
unable to finish like any task. 
Clean so far but ready to relapse. 
Hating circumstances forced to take a chance. 
This is my last plea can you save me the last dance.  

(Chorus)
Im not looking for sympathy i just want the respect that i truly deserve. 
I dont care about tommorrow . I care about now, and being heard.  
With this power Inside im still lost i cant grow. 
Like no fuel for a fire losing my glow. 
Why do the good die young?

(Verse 1)
Everything that i used to know has gotten a stranglehold . 
Pushing me closer to the edge like do i gotta go? 
I recall little about the details of back when i was dumb. 
I remember things were simpler when i was young. 
Other than the fact. I stayed out on the run. 
I was living by the sword but kept up with my guns. 
Fuck the man  fuck the law ,
i said it before just fuck em all. 
Im here in this world trapped  stuck in a stall.
preparing myself to be embracing the fall. 
Its easy to give it up when you got nothing at all. 
I Should be building a bond, but instead im like trump, im building a wall. 

(Chorus)
Im not looking for sympathy i just want the respect that i truly deserve. 
I dont care about tommorrow . I care about now, and being heard.  
With this power Inside im still lost i cant grow. 
Like no fuel for a fire losing my glow. 
Why do the good die young?

(Verse 2)
Why cant anyone really commit to my team?
Am i that fucked up? am i  that unclean?
Is this reality my burden or my own damn fault?
Suffocation no air like im trapped in a vault. 
I vow to break this wave of bullshit i wanna win. 
But yeah maybe death is a cardinal sin. 
I might clip these wings and then try to begin. 
Head placed under water  but i forgot how to swim. 
Pull me up someone no fuck it just let me go .
If  i faded into nothing nobody would ever  know. 


(Chorus)
Im not looking for sympathy i just want the respect that i truly deserve. 
I dont care about tommorrow . I care about now, and being heard.  
With this power Inside im still lost i cant grow. 
Like no fuel for a fire losing my glow. 
Why do the good die young?

(Bridge)
So sick of complications please dont lead me on  this road. 
Im loosing my mind today outta control. 
Another minute lost is how this story goes. 
Id ask you what you want but i already know.


(Chorus)
Im not looking for sympathy i just want the respect that i truly deserve. 
I dont care about tommorrow . I care about now, and being heard.  
With this power Inside im still lost i cant grow. 
Like no fuel for a fire losing my glow. 
Why do the good die young?

Rap, rap, hip hop, trap beats, caucasion vocal with chorus whispered  and ad adlibs. Lots of build ups heavy bass.