I can't keep pushing this down any deeper
why do I try if I can't keep her
every move that I make is just another mistake
I don't know how much more I can take
'cause it feels like there's a hole inside my body
Like there's a hole in side my heart
And this feeling keeps pulling me under
Every time I think it might start
Oh, I feel like I'm all fucked up inside
Yeah, I'm all fucked up inside
I smile it off but I'm barely alive
Yeah, I'm all fucked up insiiiide
We flirt like it's harmless, like it's just a game
You say my name but it don't mean the same
You laugh, lean in, then pull away
Like you don't know what your doing to me this way
I read too much into every touch
You don't think twice, I think too much
To you it's nothing, just killing time
To me it's crossing another line
'Cause it feels like there's a hole inside my body
Like there's a hole inside my heart
Like this feeling is gonna consume me
If I keep waiting for this thing to start
Oh, I feel like I'm all fucked up inside
Yeah, I'm all fucked up inside
I smile it off but I'm barely alive
Yeah I'm all fucked up insiiiide
We flirt like it's funny, like it's all pretend
You cross every line, then call me a friend
You don't see the weight behind what you do
You drop little sparks, but I burn right through
'Cause it feels like there's a hole inside my body
Like there's a hole inside my heart
And I know I should stop waiting on something
That was never gonna start
Oh, I feel like I'm all fucked up inside
Yeah, I'm all fucked up inside
I know you don't mean to, but I can't hide
Yeah, I'm all fucked up insiiiide
'Cause it feels like there's a hole inside my body
Like there's a hole inside my heart
Like this feeling is gonna consume me
If I keep waiting for this thing to start
Oh, I feel like I'm all fucked up inside
Yeah, I'm all fucked up inside
'Cause I'm all fucked up inside
Yeah I'm all fucked up insiiiide
