My Last Goodbye

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I’m slowly dying inside
Wondering what you look like
No matter how hard I try
You’ll never be in my life
You won’t walk me down the aisle 
And I won’t see you for a while
But I guess it’s for the best
And no matter how hard I try
I always start to cry, whenever I think about you
But if I were to see your face,
I would say that your a disgrace
I cant say I love you
cause god will know I lied to you
But I wish I can say Hi…
But that will be my last Goodbye
And that’s what hurts the most
Is that I see your ghost 
I wish I can say Hello…
But that will be my last Adios
And I don’t want anything or anyone 
Cause all I want is to be loved by youuuuu…

woah-oh-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh-oh
OH! 
I wish I can say Hi, but that will be my last goodbye
Do you feel sorry for what you’ve done?
do you understand that I am lost?
And no matter how hard I try, I always start to cry, whenever I think about you 
ABOUT YOUUUUUU! Oh!
oh-woah! Daddy, do you even love me???
do you understand if I were to say Hi, it will be my last goodbye?
(My last goodbye)
I wish I can say Hi…
But it’ll be my last goodbye 
You’ll never be in my life
You won’t see me become a wife
You won’t see your grandchildren…
I wish I can say Hi…
But that would be my last goodbye…
wish I can say Hello…
But that would just be my last Adios…

Solemn but very strong, something similar to the song Lonely by Noah Cyrus