[Intro]
I know the cost, I pay it twice
One little spark, then roll the dice
[Verse 1]
Phone face down but I still reach
Thumb finds the place where the rush lives deep
Cherry-red tab, little silver ring
Tell me one more, let the ceiling spin
Your name lights up, I answer fast
Borrow tomorrow for a better past
I can feel the drop before it comes
Still I lean in when the color runs
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want peace, I want proof
Something sharp enough to cut right through
If it fades, I'll find a new way
Keep the engine hot till the morning turns gray
[Chorus]
Chasing that feeling, feeling
Never enough when I get it
High for a minute, minute
Then I go hunting again
You can call it love, call it danger
I just need the room to rearrange, yeah
Chasing that feeling, feeling
I lose myself to get it again
[Verse 2]
New blue light from an old mistake
Sweet on the tongue with a bitter aftertaste
I keep a list of the things I need
Cross one off, watch another bleed
Cash in the drawer, keys by the sink
Every small want got a way to make me blink
Friends say slow down, I say I'm fine
Then I disappear for the hundredth time
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't want peace, I want proof
Something sharp enough to cut right through
If it fades, I'll find a new way
Keep the engine hot till the morning turns gray
[Chorus]
Chasing that feeling, feeling
Never enough when I get it
High for a minute, minute
Then I go hunting again
You can call it love, call it danger
I just need the room to rearrange, yeah
Chasing that feeling, feeling
I lose myself to get it again
[Bridge]
Maybe I'm addicted to the almost
The second before it hits my blood
Maybe every door I keep unlocked
Leads to the same room, same empty cup
If you see me reaching, let me reach
I don't know the difference between want and need
When the silence starts to sound like truth
I'll still be looking for another you
[Final Chorus]
Chasing that feeling, feeling
Never enough when I get it
High for a minute, minute
Then I go hunting again
You can call it love, call it danger
I just need the room to rearrange, yeah
Chasing that feeling, feeling
I lose myself to get it again
[Outro]
One little spark, then roll the dice
I know the cost, I pay it twice