[Verse 1]
Woke up chewing on my tongue
Same old film stuck in my skull
Every frame
A punchline that burns
Teeth grind through another day
Coffee
Curses
Empty glare
I fake a laugh
It echoes like a threat
[Chorus]
This heavy hate in my head won’t quit
Keeps screaming
Keeps screaming
I dig my nails but it sinks in deeper
Can’t kill it
Can’t free it
I’m so sick of carrying this weight
This mix of rage and broken faith
This heavy hate in my head won’t quit
It keeps me
Keeps me
Locked in
[Verse 2]
Throw my phone against the wall
Watch it fall
Wish it was me
Cracks bloom out
Like maps of every scar
Every word I never said
Every fight I should have left
Spins around
Until I choke on air
[Chorus]
This heavy hate in my head won’t quit
Keeps screaming
Keeps screaming
I dig my nails but it sinks in deeper
Can’t kill it
Can’t free it
I’m so sick of carrying this weight
This mix of rage and broken faith
This heavy hate in my head won’t quit
It keeps me
Keeps me
Locked in
[Bridge]
Tell me
Is there somewhere
I can tear this out of me? (out of me)
Or am I just a slow burn
Made to rot in my own heat?
[Chorus]
This heavy hate in my head won’t quit
Keeps screaming
Keeps screaming
I dig my nails but it sinks in deeper
Can’t kill it
Can’t free it
I’m so tired of begging for a break
From all this hurt I never shake
This heavy hate in my head won’t quit
It keeps me
Keeps me
Locked in