In my past

What if I told you there’s no meaning?

Could you explain why my heart keeps beaming?

What if I forgave you for all of life’s hardest lesson?

Could you let me carry on with your loaded blessing?

It’s chased me like a mistake that no one has discovered,

Faster than the other memories locked in my cupboard.

Do not pretend to know me now

Or be a presence in my today

Times just making me angrier

And happy times are being picked away

Press release:

Free the beast

The ugly reminder of how hard this can get. I wonder,

Will I float or will … I … go under?

Times making it angrier,

And the fog blurs all the fun times.

Protecting others from its temper

And the fear blurs all the fun times

Do not pretend to know me now

Or be a presence in my today

Times just making me angrier

And happy times are being picked away

Press release:

Free the beast

The ugly reminder of how hard this can get. I wonder,

Will I float or will … I … go under?

The fresh start is eyeing off the open window

This journey hasn’t played like it was mapped

My heart is standing outside her open window

Will she see my crying just behind the hedge

Do not pretend to know me now

Or be a presence in my today

Times just making me angrier

And happy times are being picked away

Press release:

Free the beast

The ugly reminder of how hard this can get. I wonder,

Will I float or will … I … go under?