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[Autotune D major down up left right up down][Dubbed twice][My voice Will]
[Pre-Intro][Clock ticking low tone eerie violins]
Everybody I knew turned they backs
Loyalty seemed like something only I understood
In that moment I prayed to myself
If I make it out of this
My comeback will be EPIC!!
[Intro]
They all tried to bury me
Make sure I wasn't coming back
Right then I decided- If I survive this
Never again- I wont make the same mistake twice
[Hook]
Excuse me God- can we talk for a second
I know you probably hate me- Im not a good person
How did I get to this place- this is not what I wanted
Could you ever love me- does my life even have purpose
All the suicidal thoughts- filled with anger and hate
Imma go no- I dont mean to be a bother
If you deem necessary- I could use some guidance
[Verse 1][bass pounding church bells ringing]
I walk through the doors- courtroom completely silent
Sat in the chair right next to my lawer
Turned and found I had nobody behind me
Lawer said the D.A was seeking the max
I was now facing double life
All I could think was Ill never be back with my daughter
Got back to the jail- went straight to my cell
Buried my face crying into my pillow
[Hook]
Excuse me God- can we talk for a second
I know you probably hate me- Im not a good person
How did I get to this place- this is not what I wanted
Could you ever love me- does my life even have purpose
All the suicidal thoughts- filled with anger and hate
Imma go no- I dont mean to be a bother
If you deem necessary- I could use some guidance
They all tried to bury me
Make sure I wasn't coming back
Right then I decided- If I survive this
Never again- I wont make the same mistake twice
[Verse 2]
When I got to court I never expected
My lawyer showed up with some good news
They dropped the main charges
Offered some time- agreed to let me go home
Immediately I accepted- did my 6 years
Once I was released- I left the state entirely
Never looked back- the rest was history
[Hook]
Excuse me God- can we talk for a second
I know you probably hate me- Im not a good person
How did I get to this place- this is not what I wanted
Could you ever love me- does my life even have purpose
All the suicidal thoughts- filled with anger and hate
Imma go no- I dont mean to be a bother
If you deem necessary- I could use some guidance
[Outro]
I got second chance at life- Ive hit a few bumps
Thats always something I expected
Im extremely grateful- I think God heard me
In my eyes- this was how he chose to respond
I dont question it- count my blessings
Stay humble and continue to move forward ..
[Bridge]
Details
GeneratedSep 9, 2026
Duration3:29
LanguageEnglish
Style
Soundtrack, rap, trap, hip hop drill haunting mood dark melancholic eerie symphonic orchestration east Coast rap g'd up
Credits
Prompt by
Shiloh22
Shiloh22ModelAria v5.5
