Rain drops are falling all around us,
Just like my tears this past year
I keep on fighting these bad thoughts
Keep calling me psycho,
My brain might just straight up rot
I can't stand it, but i see you slipping right in front of my eyes
Just like your ex not ex said
Real eyes, realize, real lies
Got you talking like I'm the spy
Truth be told I'm no rat, straight facts
But listening to you, I may never come back
Think your clever honey oh my dear
Pull up a chair and I'll whisper in s ear
I love you bad,
I love you shitty,
I love you and there isn't no changing that
My bad
Practice makes perfect,
Well flip that coin, head or tails
Welcome to my hell, at least we gobble more
Like its a daily chore
Yes, papi I'll be your favorite Lil whore
Take me to tha south,
All the experience with a good ol mouth
Yippee its me, dazed and confused
Stop with being frustrated,
I slumped your babies and ate them up
Now I'm sucking and grinding
Yes baby, now lemme get mine in
This song took a twist
My brain waves into a mist
I remember our first kiss
I melted into you like honey butter on biscuits
You put your thumb in,
Sadly we stopped before the fucking
Now 15 plus years later
I'm still your same fan girl
But now you took me on a Lil twirl
Psychedelics and more
Really went for tha score after 5 years dry as it gets
No relaxing, just blowing cash money
Hairs, nails, clothes while craving that crystal snow
You know, I know you know
Try playing innocent, and
Dammit boy
Your magnificent
No surprise when I say it
You take it all in
Now your ego done ate it
Acting like you are using the same
Truth be told
I want to ride out that devilish game
Right along side you
Scary thought going down another dark path
Last time I crashed and burned
Almost felt like there was no return
Life slipping through my finger tips
All I wanna do is feel your thick ass tip
Tip of tha dick, I beg you
On my knees, pulling my hair
Now give me a little choke and squeeze
I like it man handled, baby
You won't break me,
Not physically, but mentally you made me completely vanish
I'd be lying if I said it wasn't true
Now you say you feel blue
Yet you left me behind without a fucking clue
I keep telling you to leave
No, its not what we both need
Deep breaths and pushing forward
Time for us to succeed
On a mission to find the right balance
Too many directions they pull in
End of the day, I jump out of this skin
Cut from different cloths
Something completely unraveled
Convicted felons ya hear,
The urge we must travel
That prison cell waiting like its razzle dazzled
Don't let it fool you
Strike 1 you get slapped on tha wrist
Strike 2 you may end up sitting a two
Strike 3 you're out and not freedom do I mean
Your rotting while only time to kill
Stuck with a mind of a genius
But an overthinker that just may mean this.
Xoei_Blooms
