🫥 [Intro – Rap Vocalist (low, cold, almost spoken)]
They wrote “unstable” in red ink…
Circled my name like it meant something.
I’m not suicidal.
I’m just done pretending I want to be brought back.
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💊 [Verse 1 – Rap Vocalist]
Eyes open, but I’m not awake
Got a smile stitched on, just for their sake
They feed me pills to erase my name
But the mirror still whispers it all the same
Vitals beep like a lullaby lie
I fake “fine” just to pass them by
White walls, white coats, white lies, repeat—
I lost the fight but stayed on my feet
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🧪 [Pre-Chorus – Clean Vocalist]
I feel the silence more than I feel pain
Numb isn’t healing—it’s just not the same
And if you love me…
Then read what I wrote at the end of the page—
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⚰️ [Chorus – Clean Vocalist + Screamer (layered)]
🎤 Flatline me, don’t fight me—I’m already gone
🎤 Tape my wrists and read my file—
SCREAMER: DO! NOT! RESUSCITATE!
🎤 You wanna fix what you can’t relate?
🎤 I signed it clear—so don’t hesitate
🎤 Let me drift into the static state…
SCREAMER: D! N! R!
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🧠 [Verse 2 – Rap Vocalist]
Therapy notes in a folder they toss
Like I’m numbers not damage or something they lost
They tell me, “You’re strong, you’ll make it through.”
But every breath just feels untrue
Used to scream for help—now I whisper fate
Every “cure” just reanimates hate
I don’t wanna heal, I don’t wanna fake
Pull the plug—watch the silence awake
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☠️ [Breakdown – Screamer]
NOTHING LEFT TO SAVE!
DON’T YOU TOUCH MY GRAVE!
I AM THE LINE THEY CANNOT CROSS!
NO CODE BLUE—JUST TOTAL LOSS!
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🫀 [Bridge – Clean Vocalist (soft, emotional)]
You say I matter when I’m fading out
But you weren’t there when I screamed, when I’d shout
I found peace in the absence, in static and shade…
My will was written, and my choice was made.
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🧨 [Final Chorus – All 3 vocalists layered, emotionally explosive]
🎤 Flatline me, don’t fight me—I’m already gone
🎤 This body’s hollow, the soul moved on
SCREAMER: DO! NOT! RESUSCITATE!
🎤 Don’t mourn the me that wouldn’t break
🎤 This is mercy, not a mistake
🎤 I left a note at heaven’s gate—
SCREAMER: D! N! R!
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🪦 [Outro – Rap Vocalist, softly spoken as machines fade out]
No second chance.
No restart key.
I didn’t die.
I just stopped pretending to be me.
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