Lost Voices

Lost My Voice
​Verse 1
Have I lost my voice?
When did it become more of a routine,
Rather than a joy in my day to day life?
I feel I wake with a frown and go to bed with a frown,
And my interactions through-out the day are far from genuine.
I feel like I'm always wrong.
​Pre-Chorus
I can't grasp on how to stay in control,
Spiraling, (oh, I'm spiraling)
Losing my mind.
What am I missing?
Why can't I figure it out?
Never thought I'd end up here.
​Chorus
Why can't I just speak up?
Voice my concerns about loving one another.
Honor your mother and father,
Showing respect to your elders.
Why can't I just speak up?
​Verse 2
Continuing to ask God for redemption,
For the errors of my ways.
Not into promiscuity.
I've been there, done that,
And I haven't gotten anywhere.
His love blankets me from the storm,
His grace transforms my soul,
His mercy is never ending.
​Pre-Chorus
I can't grasp on how to stay in control,
Spiraling, (oh, I'm spiraling)
Losing my mind.
What am I missing?
Why can't I figure it out?
Never thought I'd end up here.
​Chorus
Why can't I just speak up?
Voice my concerns about loving one another.
Honor your mother and father,
Showing respect to your elders.
Why can't I just speak up?
​Bridge
This I know for sure,
And yet I refuse to speak up.
(Why can't I speak up?)
My struggle is discernment,
Blurred lines between right and wrong.
Truth... Lies...
​Outro
Why can't I just speak up?
(I'm trying, God, I'm trying)
Why can't I just speak up?