Read Receipts

I been replayin’ conversations in my head at night

Actin’ like I’m good but that don’t really feel right

You switched up slow, I ain’t even see the signs

Now I’m double-textin’ what I know won’t align

Told myself I’m done, then I went back again

Same story different day, where it ever end?

You postin’ like you fine, I pretend I don’t care

But I zoom in on your pictures like I still be there

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I don’t trust the vibe, everybody move funny

Love turn cold when the weather get ugly

I was all in, you was halfway there

Now I talk to the past like you still right here

You left me on read, I left you on memories

Now we both strangers with familiar energy

Tryna act healed but it’s not that simple

You a permanent mark in my mental

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I been outside but I’m still inside my head

New faces, same problems I don’t say instead

Every “I’m good” just another disguise

‘Cause I still see you when I close my eyes

Maybe I loved you in a way too deep

Now I don’t even know what it cost me to keep

So I move slow, heart on airplane mode

But it still crash land when your name get close