Just Me

I don't want to breathe No More, I don't want to deal with these pains, if you get what I'm directly saying.

I want this to be my last sunrise, and let there still be a cloudy day, while I set my sun in front of the guns eye.

Saying so long folks, this here is my stop, y'all guys can have the rest of what you call life, it's been a fun ride.

Only thing I want to do before I left, is be the good guy, but I lived long enough to see myself become the villain, and you know what happens to villains, they all die.

But at least let me numb myself, one time for the one time, you know at least capture that one glint of happiness, you know that positive image in a negative scene, being the fun guy.

Before I go, head first, through the windshield of a 98 Civic hatchback, made by Honda.

Getting suck up by Rhonda, and she getting ate out by Shonda, can we all on the same path, rolling loud, and cracking thunder.

Since we came from nothing

Let me peacefully return

Rationalizing the realities

Of an eternal burn.

Leaving no traces

Not even at least for an urn

Let that be to your imagination

Speak with all my discerned burn

Of myself to myself

Oh how wicked a mind of that standing

Churns.

Putting itself, against itself, and beating itself just to lose itself.

Oh so sad the cycle that turns.

Cuz I don't want to think

Just drank

And forget about

The pain just for a moment.

Screaming what are you waiting for, out loud silently to myself.

In this dark place

Called a headspace

Fuck, I'm so lonely.

So why not kick it

Before I kick it

And head to my final home

Cause I went on my own

Just me.