I got your voicemail saved from last July
It hurts to hit replay, but I do it every night
We lost the good days in the rearview mirror light
Can’t outrun the past on a one-way flight
Scrolling your page, every update feels like a knife
Pretend I’m okay, but I’m breaking all the time
Wish you could see me, I’m the mess you left behind
But I hide it in the lines of every rhyme
It’s after midnight, and I’m still not sober
Wishing you’d call, just to say it’s not over
I’ll scream your name at the top of my lungs
But all I get is the echo, where you belong
That old hoodie still lives on my floor
I wear it all week just to feel you some more
Remember last winter, we danced through the storm
And now all that’s left is me and these chords
Tried writing your name in permanent ink
But my hands started shaking, spilled all of my drink
My head’s a car crash, but you’re not at the scene
All I got is this pen and these worn-out jeans
It’s after midnight, and I’m still not sober
Wishing you’d call, just to say it’s not over
I’ll scream your name at the top of my lungs
But all I get is the echo, where you belong
If I could trade the silence for your voice
I’d pick up the pieces, give up all my toys
We broke, we burned, but I’d do it again
If heartbreak’s the price, then I’ll let it win
It’s after midnight, and I’m still not sober
Wishing you’d call, just to say it’s not over
I’ll scream your name at the top of my lungs
But all I get is the echo, where you belong
It’s after midnight, and I’m still not sober
Drunk on the memories, and the dreams I wrote over
