(Verse 1)
The lights bleed into a toxic stream
Another promise, another broken dream
Pieces are scattered and building up dust
Seeing no hope to be found or combust
I've learned to love the chaos, the comfort in pain
A repeating mistake that falls steady like rain
Every road changes, the journey’s the same
a new set of mirrors to show my blame
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve gone through motions, played out the parts
Stared at the wreckage of a broken heart
I’ve ripped out the valves, felt the regret
But my spirit won’t forget where it's been
[Chorus]
Yeah, I watch myself living in disguise
I see the future flash before my eyes
running from the symptom, in love with the cause
A self-destructive path without a pause
I’m self destructive (self destructive)
I’m self destructive (self destructive)
[Verse 2]
They put out their hands, to save my crash
They don't see the future mocks my past
a human skin, a costume I've learned
A fragile soul doomed to burn
Another conversation a desperate plea
trying to save what’s left inside me
the masterpiece of the monster is made
waiting for a turn to show its hate
[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve gone through motions, played out the parts
Stared at the wreckage of a broken heart
I’ve ripped out the valves, felt the regret
But my spirit won’t forget where it's been
[Chorus]
Yeah, I watch myself living in disguise
I see the future flash before my eyes
running from the symptom, in love with the cause
A self-destructive path without a pause
I’m self destructive (self destructive)
I’m self destructive (self destructive)
I’m self destructive (self destructive)
I’m self destructive (self destructive)
[Bridge]
The only truth I know is the sweet decay
I’m trained to the damage, I’m not okay
built my own prison, and threw out the key
the only thing real is what's left inside me...
What’s left inside me... (I’m self destructive)
What’s left inside me... (self destruction)
What’s left inside me!!
[Breakdown]
(Mmmmm) in my own war
(Oooooohhhhhhhhh!) IN MY OWN WAR
(Ooohhhhooohhhhh!!!!) I'M self destructive!!
Mmmmm IN MY OWN WAR
self destructive
I’m Self destructive
self destructive!!!
Self destructive!!!
Mmmmm oooohhhh
Mmmmm ooooohhhhh self destructive