My Own War (Self Destructive)

(Verse 1)

The lights bleed into a toxic stream

Another promise, another broken dream

Pieces are scattered and building up dust

Seeing no hope to be found or combust

I've learned to love the chaos, the comfort in pain

A repeating mistake that falls steady like rain

Every road changes, the journey’s the same

a new set of mirrors to show my blame

I’ve gone through motions, played out the parts

Stared at the wreckage of a broken heart

I’ve ripped out the valves, felt the regret

But my spirit won’t forget where it's been

Yeah, I watch myself living in disguise

I see the future flash before my eyes

running from the symptom, in love with the cause

A self-destructive path without a pause

I’m self destructive (self destructive)

I’m self destructive (self destructive)

They put out their hands, to save my crash

They don't see the future mocks my past

a human skin, a costume I've learned

A fragile soul doomed to burn

Another conversation a desperate plea

trying to save what’s left inside me

the masterpiece of the monster is made

waiting for a turn to show its hate

I’ve gone through motions, played out the parts

Stared at the wreckage of a broken heart

I’ve ripped out the valves, felt the regret

But my spirit won’t forget where it's been

Yeah, I watch myself living in disguise

I see the future flash before my eyes

running from the symptom, in love with the cause

A self-destructive path without a pause

I’m self destructive (self destructive)

I’m self destructive (self destructive)

I’m self destructive (self destructive)

I’m self destructive (self destructive)

The only truth I know is the sweet decay

I’m trained to the damage, I’m not okay

built my own prison, and threw out the key

the only thing real is what's left inside me...

What’s left inside me... (I’m self destructive)

What’s left inside me... (self destruction)

What’s left inside me!!

(Mmmmm) in my own war

(Oooooohhhhhhhhh!) IN MY OWN WAR

(Ooohhhhooohhhhh!!!!) I'M self destructive!!

Mmmmm IN MY OWN WAR

self destructive

I’m Self destructive

self destructive!!!

Self destructive!!!

Mmmmm oooohhhh

Mmmmm ooooohhhhh self destructive